The guy in this video pretty much speaks exactly how I feel at this moment in time, I just wish he would focus more on the bible, quiet reading (not so much study but get familiar with focusing on which parts are written to convey the Creator's message and be able to seperate that or distinguish between that and the message wrote down for Satan).
The creator tells the reader, gives the reader instructions on how and why.
It is almost as if he simply needs to be in the company of a truely likeminded individual who can go through the parts he does not understand, he seems close to truth but just lacks a genuine guide to point him in a specific direction where he can read and come to his own realization..ie encouragement is all he is lacking, he could of read how to pray for encouragement and garuantee he recieved it, just like I did, his questioning is a natural way marker to finding truth, he sounds like me only a few years ago, but isolated and easily discouraged (God commands you don't become discouraged) so he just needs to keep going or just reach out to someone who has had the same doubts and questions about God but was not somehow distracted by religion (especially Christianity....he rightly worked out is complete bs) but I am willing to wager he has no idea how to "discern" from the bible, like I didn't for years, but I perservered enough to reach that point and felt like I could help him, I found there are 2 Christs in the bible, Christ and anti-Christ, both Christs, Christianity is a counterfeit created by a anti-Christ and anyone can find proof as God allows his testimony and account so we can be deemed worthy and "discern" the works of the anti-Christ and Christ the Messiah.
The anti-christ has his own books in the bible, he calls himself Lord also....
Sounds like he gave up wanting to know.